Tuesday, October 05, 2004

wait a minute...

...that was so depressing. Too depressing. Why shouldn't I believe. What does it hurt? Besides the fact that it pulls way too hard on the heartstrings, it doesn't kill me...

But I hate holding out and once again like in This Year's Love... I am admitting the fact that I am waiting. Waiting sucks ass. Plain and simple. I think it's made me a bitter person.

It's why I don't believe... no. I don't. I don't care if that is too depressing. That's me and that's real. I don't believe.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hamilton- Don't wait, hang out. Enjoy your time. Believe whatever you want. But dwelling on what you don't have doesn't make you feel any better about yourself, and there's no reason to worry.

-Smouse