::drool::

That is how I feel. I feel as if I am just figuratively drooling. I mean, I am tired but awake, pissed but content, busy but bored... I'm just weird right now. I was tired pretty much ALL day today. I woke up this morning just about as tired as I have been this summer... even more tired than when I had to wake up super early to drive here to Clemson for class. I ended up taking TWO naps today... I mean... dang. As soon as I had a free minute, I got in the bed. At one point today, I even got cranky with the other counselors and after yelling at them for not doing anything productive, I stormed out of the room and went straight to bed. I'm tellin' you, I was cranky today. It's 10 to midnight now and I have 8 guys in here watching The Matrix: Reloaded. I am really glad that they wanna hang out in here (I am having a REALLY good time this week... these kids are AWESOME), but it is sleepy time.

Anyway, pissed but content... I am pissed because I have class in the morning... I am pissed because I can't park on campus... I am pissed because I am so tired all the time... I am pissed because I'm sick of hearing about engagement plans from dumb pe0ple... but at the same time, I'm happy that it is summer time and that I am here at summer camp with a great group of campers and counselors/new friends, and that I will be 21 in 63 days, and that I can take 2 naps a day. That is all good stuff.

I'm busy but bored (this entry sounds like that Alanis Morrissette song "Hand in My Pocket"). I am always doing something with the kids or TRYING to do something for class... but then again, I don't get enough sleep, I don't get a chance to read Harry Potter, I barely get enough time to blog, and yet I still don't seem to find ENOUGH time for Western Civ (I'm not REALLY upset about that last one). So, I am busy... but then again, I'm not.

I dunno... Summertime is weird. Especially this summer. It's my last summer as an undergraduate... I'm working AND taking classes. I need a break from this "break."