So earlier this morning, I said "fuck optimism." I'm sorry. I had just woken up... and the events from the previous night were fresh on my mind. I mean, they are right now as well, but I have uncovered a newfound optimism in the whole situation. So I have figured out that nothing will happen in this particular situation, but it opens many other doors and clears my mind in a way.
For the past 2 months, I have been all about this, and close minded to so many other things... but you know now, I can open up a little more... calm down some... and basically have an immense amount of fun (if I retain my motto of the year to "Lose Control in '06). I wasn't in a relationship, but it seems like I kind of was, because I gave no one else any attention or any thought... but now, I realize that I have a good friend... and the potential to... well... get heartbroken again.
Seriously, giving up looks like a good move right now. Have we ever seen anything flourish from any of these love interests?
Saturday, March 18, 2006
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