the captain and me

So, I guess it is really too soon for me to be sick of Captain from Castille. In all honesty though, I'm not really sick of it... It's just I have spent so much time listening to it today... I think I have finally got it completely memorized. The sad fact about this is, I have nothing better to do but listen to it and practice. Now I know that practice makes perfect, but I feel as if my life has become nothing but that song. That's not really a horrible thing either, it's just that I would much rather be doing something a lot more exciting. Here is the saddest analogy that I have thought about this song... it's my significant other... Ugh. Why do I have to look at it that way? I mean, I know that I don't have a significant other, but why did it even cross my mind? "Well, Hamilton, you shouldn't feel so bad about doing nothing but listening to this song, it's as if you were spending time with that special someone!" NO MA'AM! I don't want to think of it like that. I remember saying something similar about KKPsi when I was pledging... well, if KKPsi was my girlfriend, I think we broke up... that girl is a drama queen.

I dunno... it crosses my mind some... not as much as it used to I have to admit. Yeah, I'm single, and I have come to accept it as a blessing in some ways. I get to spend money solely on me... I don't have to tell anyone where I am or what I am doing... I can flirt with whoever I want (even thought I don't)... and I don't have to change my plans for anyone (Ben Folds told me not to do that). I mean, yeah, it's nice... but sometimes I can't help but be reminded of the rut that I have been in for the past 4 years. Oh well...

In other news, I met the new Seneca Band director today. I am SO EXTREMELY EXCITED FOR THEM! Matt Cox is great and is going to do AWESOME things with that band. I can tell already. He has his plan for taking them into the single digits at Upper-State, and I stand right behind him (I mean, I guess I have to... the man is putting me on paid staff... w00t!). Anyway, oh the things I have to look forward to... Captain in Tiger Band, being on staff in Seneca Band... oh if it would just hurry up and get here...