ham rule number 4

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Well, Ham Rule Number 4... we should all know it by heart. It is the rule that I break the most... You can refresh your memory by clicking on the above link. Well, yesterday, I realized I was close to breaking Rule Number 4 again... but I didn't even want to blog about it, because I didn't want to start a whole lot of mess like i did in January about the crush. I hate looking back on that stuff... just like last April. I think, "Hmm... what did I do in April 2003? Oh, that's right, I crushed all month long." Same thing for January 2004. But, today, I thought about it, and I couldn't get it out of my head. Well, actually, it's STAYING in my head... I'm not about to tell this one... It doesn't matter. I don't see this person very often anyway. But, I will see them in the near future...

Anyway, I lost where I was going with this... and WiLL & GRACe is on in the background and distracting me. Lemme backtrack. I think I'm breaking rule number 4. I'm NOT gonna say who it is either, 'cause then I'd be breaking rule 9 (see the link above). And, I guess that's it. I'm sick of falling. When is someone gonna fall for me? Other people can break rule 4 as much as they want. They can break rule 9 and proclaim to themselves that it's me. But I'm tired of doing this to myself. So, I'm writing about it tonight, getting it off my chest, and then being done with it... and watching this individual go on with life like I don't really exist... it's okay... that statement wasn't meant to make you feel sorry for me. I'll be alright... I will. See rule number 8.