grape kool-aid

I bought some grape kool-aid mix the other day. I didn't realize how much it was going to start controlling my life. I don't have any made right now, but it is sitting about 3 feet away from me tempting me, and the more and more that I type about it I want it, and I want it now... I'll be right back... :)

Okay... I've got my kool-aid. I'm better now...

This sickening attraction to my grape kool-aid is similar to another type of attraction... This crush. It's kinda like it is sitting about 3 feet away from me tempting me. Unlike my kool-aid, I can't just jump up and go get it though. Not only would I be a nervous wreck, but I see it possibly wrecking a friendship or at least wrecking my self esteem. Getting some kool-aid is not as serious...

Sadly enough, my kool-aid mix is going to run out in a few days... and there will be no threat of temptation. While I'll be sad 'cause I won't be able to enjoy the cool, tasty, grapity drink that has made me happy for these few days, it will be good because there won't be anything keeping me from typing in my journal. So, maybe I should give up on the crush... save myself from some of the wrecking that I talked about a minute ago...

...and the little bit of kool-aid I made to calm my craving is now gone... surprisingly, I don't want anymore either...