i've got to admit it's gettin' better...

...as the Beatles said... So, the living alone thing has its perks. And now that RA crap for crap is pretty much over, I get time to spend with my friends and brothers. And, class is pretty much in full swing... full swing is barely a swing at all right now though... on Fridays I have NO CLASS!!! Mondays, I have one, and Wednesdays I have 2... Tuesdays and Thursdays are hell starting at 8 am though. It's all good. The 3 1/2 day weekend makes up for it. So, it is Thursday night, and I'm up just chillin'.

I went out to eat with Mike, Missy, Nick, Jenee, Hoke, Tex, and Paul tonight. We had a good discussion about religion. I am so thankful for my religion... My faith and understanding in my religion is still a work in process, but I truly thank God for being a part of my life... as crazy as it seems sometimes. Sometimes I feel like a hypocrit... I'm not perfect at all... but as the Kirk Franklin CD that I listened to all afternoon says, "He keeps on lookin' out for me..." THANK GOD!

And, you know... last night, I had to thank God for and ask Him to bless some of my friends... some are just having a little trouble, and others are being a burden to me and to other friends... My dad says that when you are praying for someone, you have to call their names out sometimes... so I did. I think God is takin' his time workin' on that one... I had an encounter with one of them today... ::sigh:: and I used to write such good things about him in my other journal... oh well... people and BROTHERS change apparently.

But, while I am being reflective and asking for things and thanking God for things, I guess I need to ask for a little healing... I have been feeling really bad... it's the whole kidney thing... I haven't told any of my friends, but today was almost unbearable... I couldn't even enjoy the eye candy in my Ed Psych class (thank God for THAT)! But seriously, I sould love to wake up in the morning and for this to go away... especially for the weekend... I just want to feel better.

Okay, I suppose that is it. Yeah...
I've got to admit it's gettin' better... A little better all the time...
-The Beatles