I feel like I am ridiculously separated from the rest of the world... I really didn't think that being the ONLY resident in Mauldin 3A7 would be so mind numbing... now don't get me wrong. I don't want a Lee back in here... turns out, we have been talking a lot more and hanging out a lot more now that we aren't living together. He's a good guy... I just couldn't live with him.
But, I feel really alone. It's weird... like the worst and biggest wake up call of my life... I'm gonna be living on my own soon. Like out in the real world. There won't be friends across campus or up the road... I'll be starting all over again with no friends at all. It's scary... just seeing how this semester is so far... Missy, Rach, Hoke, Tripp, and the rest of that crowd are over on the west side... Jenee, Betsy, Patrick, and the rest of the Rose Hill people are off campus... Erin is in Spartanburg... and Deni is back, so Kate is going to be slightly more preoccupied.
All I've got are these freshmen boys over here... they aren't bad... just not really into the same things I am... or maybe I'm not into the things they are into. Besides, I am just about fed up with being an RA. I cannot tell you how much I wanted to throw something last night...
I went to Wendy's with Karen, Missy, Jenee, Jay, and Renata last night and seriously almost threw my cup on the ground. Just pent up anger from the day and hearing about my darling brothers... They are really going to make me be not so nice eventually... sad face. Just another wake up call... that people in general are crappy... maybe this whole "solitary confinement" thing isn't so bad after all...
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